Strip Poker;

Probably seconds till i puke again.

2010-02-12T16:25:00.004+08:00

can this be the two of us? (:

I'm home already.

and i'm totally not happy about being home this early.

not when the reason of me being home early is because i'm sick right-.-

puked 5 times already. someone please remove that evil curse on me.

i feel miserable. and i've puked too much that there's nth left in my stomach.

i can totally press it all the way in now. totally empty i swear.

it feels cool to touch lol, but i swear i'm feeling so uncomfortable i might just die.

maybe its stomach cancer ): i hate vomitting lo, i rather diarhoea.

at least wont taste it when the gross stuff comes out from my mouth. ew.

chinese new year eve is like tmr already, the restaurant dinner and all with relatives.

what a time to fall sick right. suay ttm.

and speaking of school, today was friendship day for us.

got a few cards and chocolates etc.

thanks to those who gave me something and special thanks to K2 OGLs!

really like the presents. and here's special credit to shermaine.

i like her idea of the heartshape bookmark. looks like a nice collar pin thing. ty!

if all things fail to make my day now that my stomach is dying,

failing today's GP test cause i was braindead and puked 3times in the middle of it

wouldnt make things any better at all.

on a lighter note.. thanks to mrkoh for giving me cookies.

and also me janelle ahma and serena took a polaroid together(:

and took a picture with godbro too.

i've blogged enough to kill me. too tired. too pain. god bless me):

Perfect Dedication.

2010-02-11T18:21:00.005+08:00

be proud of yourself cause hardly anyone earns the honour for me to dedicate a post too.

especially when it aint your birthday or anything. oh wells, here's what i want to say.

its simple, You're Annoying.

not that i dont dare to type your name here, but you definitely know it yourself.

dont worry dhs people, you aint the person. its just some bitch outthere.

too bad you're not witty enough to argue back. and yes you're dumb.

you've denied it long enough, its okay if you cant accept it.if you're not, speak smartly.

irritating whore. and my x'mas present. must i beg you for one?

can't you even prioritise. its friendship day now then you give xmas gift.

what kind of friend are you. speak for yourself.

to think i thought that you were a good friend. you're nothing but a kid.

Friendship day celebration tomorrow,

and our first GP test which i'm not studying for as well as econs case study test.

will tomorrow be a good day? will ___ keep up to your promise?

will it be a happy day before CNY?

let me just wait and see. as for now, try irritating me and you will be ignored.

SOVA ahhh. Nude Vs. Naked. whats the damn differencecxz.

cxz aint twit. its like chua xian zheng :)

alright here's a little pic before i sign off to take a nap. and anyway...

for people who got nothing better up their ass but to gossip about others,

thats just too bad. maybe when you're of age you can go to a sexshop,

grab a dildo and fuck yourself. dont say i'm crude.

if you bitch about others or make-up shit or assume facts, you aint any better.

so run with me, run on the fields- away and far from the rest of the community.

bye.

Wardrobe Malfunction.

2010-02-07T16:49:00.002+08:00

Damnit. I just screwed the codes of the sidebar

and i'm feeling too screwed to change the backgreound of the new skin.
well, I'm lazy for practically everything.
plus this feeling now is really crazy.

C r a z y.

I wish we could sit by the benches together, just the two of us. is that possible. Maybe you find me weird oflate, but maybe you just don't know how serious i am. Am i expressing my feelings in the wrong way.
I guess i'll sign off and start completing my sketches. you're worth it. but not so worth it for me to think of you while you're resting/busy/occupied with your own business. Just so maybe you'd see that i actually care alot for you then you really think, i dreamt of you last night. its not infactuation my dear, its a renewal of reality for me. i bet you dnt get what that means. but i'm not going to bother explaining it. the thought of me being alone right now just kills. its pain i swear.

Missin' you.

2010-02-06T22:16:00.002+08:00

My personality:
I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My appearance:
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships:
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television:
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair:
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black. (Have always been all the time)
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve had purple/pink.(sec1 hairspray!)
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School:
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.

I've everything but a TV person.

Too Rushed.

2010-02-06T14:29:00.003+08:00

i've not blogged for a month plus.
didnt feel the need to although there were lots of great stuff to be blogged.
like new class, new people, our OGLs, kirin!, orientation, as well as daily events
which proved to be rather interesting. well, but ever since tweetdeck i practically
tweeted non-stop so i didnt really need to blog.

yet i thought i will reopen my blog again today so i can pen down my bloody ideas for art
now and then throughout the year and blog only when there's significant events.
school's been cool. not entirely though. sigh, i just wish i could see you right now.
would totally give anything to embrace you. 5pieces of art due on monday and tests coming.
how how. and this feeling inside me doesnt help at all. gotta let it all out.

我终于还是说了一句我爱,
你说不要爱上你.
因为你不是我理想中的那么伟大
你那么冷静, 忽远又忽近.

我知道我对你来说也许没什么.
我想我猜我问我终于了解.
原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味.

只想爱你.
当我和你坐在一起就已经决定,
不看不听不问也不会放弃.
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定.

只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避

Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你

:/ i guess its better to go back to drawing and sketching.
bryn, fighting!

the End.

2009-12-31T17:24:00.001+08:00

it's the last day of 2009.
lets put everything behind and start 2010 with hopes & all.
i'm only hoping that this is going to work fine.

love you all,
takecare.

gotta get ready for dinner now(:

festive shit!(:

2009-12-27T02:23:00.001+08:00

Aw.
Christmas Eve
Christmas
&
Boxing Day
=
OVER. screww):

BLAST YEAH.

2009-12-23T10:35:00.002+08:00

YEP was a bla bla bla BLAST(:
but im lazy to blog cause pics do the talking.
but im also lazy to post pics cause they are alrdy up on facebook.

oh wells.
fine i'll admit it.
im just lazy(:

x'mas is nearing. YAY.

2009-12-20T17:06:00.003+08:00

homesweethome(:
tmr's yep. sigh.
not looking forward for apparently no reason.

and you, i just wish you would somehow forgive me.
like c'mon its so long ago.
please?

will blog about my korea trip soon when my brother uploads the photos(:
ciaos!

Assumptions

2009-12-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

bad bryn. anyhow assume!
and i know this post won't even hit two paragraphs but,
before i forget to blog tomorrow etc etc, lets just say i'm out of town
from 11th Nov to 19th Nov(:

and i'm signing off to pack my baggie :)
love you fools.

petals of the rain

2009-12-02T22:50:00.003+08:00

Checklist v0.2

hair (x)
haircolor (/)
glasses (/)
shirt (/)
jeans (/)
jacket (/)
shoes (/)
accessories (/)

my fringe just freaking doesnt grow.
and i miss not being able to seeyou today, wonder how you're doing):

aromatic.

2009-11-30T22:48:00.004+08:00

imagine you were just coming out of the toilet,
and the person you most wished to see yet least expected to see was there.
its just so beautiful. especially when you throw in a hi and another smile.
one feeling. two people. three words. four years.
if only things were so perfect.
maybe its time to stop dreaming.
i will remember that you are my wind.
& only i shall know the reason.

AND ANYWAY. stupid peanut you better not pangseh me tomorrow.
you tired or not allowed to go out i also heck! :D i want to do some shopping.
so you better tag along, or i will kick ass.

k fuck i know you read my blog, but i just had to type it out): dont take it to heart k idol!

):

2009-11-25T19:28:00.001+08:00

decided to blog because i miss you.
but i don't wish to blog contents.
just wanna think of you(:

piakpiak!

2009-11-22T22:22:00.001+08:00

Checklist piakpiak!
PIAKKK.
hair (x)
haircolor (/)
glasses (/)
shirt (x)
jeans (x)
jacket (x)
shoes (/)
accesories (x)

i hope there will be much more ticks the next time round!
and anyway my new iPhone3GS is love(:

Acheing like meatballs.

2009-11-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

ache ache ache.
heartache. headache. absache. badache goodache.
whatever it is, the 3D2N vball camp is over :)
and so is 4e's class chalet. 4 days with no facial wash.
i swear my complexion is worse than the road now.
): well on the brighter side i got to know the vball people better

i hope my pimples heal soon and i want my hair to grow long ASAP.
god damn it. night cycling from 5pm-10am for $15 is seriously too worth it.
and we kinda all had fun in the night though it was really dumb going rounds at the start.
somehow, i managed to injure myself. okay wtf lol. and tadah! my left left is sprained.
i kinda almost killed my brother too. LOL.

i'm so tired. waiting for psp to charge finish before playing bleach.
mum doesnt let me play while its charging.
i'm so so so not looking forward to training tomorrow.
i mean i wanna better myself. but i'm acheing so badly!!

someone give me advice D:

huien(:

i swear i want a job. yep will cost me 400+ itself. guess i gotta go for lower end goods):

swear at you.

2009-11-11T20:13:00.004+08:00

you are officially dumb. HA HA HA

don't tell you who are you.

but you should have guessed it yourself!

so i regretted sleeping so late last night.

plus waking up early. didn't have energy for training today.

felt like giving up. but i tried to survive! lol-_-

felt like puking and fainting. i guess i suck.

maybe i won't ever make it to the team.

but at least i'm working hard for my own physical being(:

screw people like short thumb gay fag who keeps asking why i'm joining vball.

i'm no coward to say your name, but i'm giving you some respect.

don't force me to smack you down flat on the floor.

so so, happy belated to xiang jun!

and a very happy birthday to my own brother.

21st birthday ley! whee. me and sis got him the jellybean machine.

$83 ): noow i'm super broke. speaking of being broke.

went job hunting today! with BB! HAHA BB!!! okay-_-

we took years to fill in application forms and it was bloody cold.

stupid fbts makes me freeze under airconditioned compounds.

a super ugly photo.

i want fringe! i hope to have it dyed and long again before YEP.

is that possible ):

Hi.

2009-11-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

I'm so lazy to blog.

Twist and a Turn.

2009-11-03T21:56:00.016+08:00

I'm blogging for Monday, because if i blog for today...

there's going to be alot of pictures to post!

and blogger is totally inconvenient for me to post photos.

okay so here's the life of my sexband. AND.

i fucking can't find it now. wonder where did it die to.

the shapeshifting begins...

i swear.functions is damn boring.

and now my sexbands are missing too. whats left to entertain me):

Shingz!

2009-10-31T23:04:00.006+08:00

wanying is damn mean. she came to talk to me on msn with bad intentions!

to mock the fact that i got B3 for my cca whereas she got fucking A1!

stupidd lo. plus she reminded me that i had to drop AEP cause of my low GPA in sec2!

she's a meanie. -pokepoke- i kinda miss coco, sighh. and of course dearest twinny!

so so... it was Ben bro's birthday ktv session today! BOOMZ(:

i want to sing somemoree. its so weird touching chinese songs again after 3.5months!

nyway i'm super shingz now, very tired and shingz.

shall make the post short and sweet and blog again when i received the photos!

Jennifer's body is love. i totally love megan although she's overrated.

Come megan, suck my blood! hottie manxzx! (at this moment i wanna punch you)

how dare you say nightmare before christmas looks dumb! you dumb little thing!

okay so here's a couple of pictures to liven the post. i'm in love with jennifer's boobs.

heh kidding. megan megan fb! for bryn!

she really is BOOMZ!

p.s, wanying you make me emo lo):

Arising after a fall.

2009-10-28T19:41:00.005+08:00

I'm like seriously the worst amongst everyone now,
as in those that are intending to join senior high volleyball.
but i won't give up. i must live up to my dreams and strive on.
its going to be tough for a weakie like me, but i'll work hard.
I'm totally unimpressive now but i shall put in my best efforts to play well.
i'll try my best to improve and i need your trust in me too. as well as your support.
so what if i suck now, i'll work hard.
i'm hoping you don't forget that you promised to play with me in the holidays.
you're my greatest motivation! four years. four years and i still live on with your smile.

Mizuno Wave Blocker 7
-Multi Sport, Stability and Cushioning
-Technology: Featuring a host of support and cushioning benefits to the recreational indoor enthusiast
-Fan shaped Wave with added mid foot reinforcement provides performance enhancing cushioning and stability
-The mesh/synthetic leather upper offers breathability and support
-CMEVA mid sole provides Cushioning and support for athletes of all abilities
-Removable sockliner

its like so typical, but its been long since i really involved myself in sports.
all the best bryn! I'm all ready to get myself all sporty again. like how i used
to be track captain in primary school :x

p.s, i like mr tay's shoes! damn beautiful. i think someone owns a pair too.

Howe should I Kiw you?

2009-10-27T18:24:00.020+08:00

SO...

just a little update for the results of my End Of Year Examinations.

why isn't it EOYE. okay-.- currently i'm trying to make my phone work to

upload photos so i shant blog about my results yet but instead, rant.

(locked)

haha low class manual lock.

meantime, here's photos of the before and after.

(before)

(after)

and he cut away my right side burn and left me with my left sideburn. FAG.

I'm bloody faggishly pissed with him..

for now, here's chemistry photos WHEEEE.

mcq 17/30!

section B&C also 17.. over 70!

some Ris Low fun!
Emaths!
Amaths!
marvellous.

in simpler terms, im not satisfied with my results.

not even with Emaths thoughi got 85/100. because its a low A+

means my overall grade isnt an A+ fuckit.

as for my other subjects, i got Bs for all. but my higher chinese is a C.

and as for chem, lets just say for EOYs i got 17+17/100 YAY!

p.s, now my hair feels so comfortable. fringeless heals my pimples. I HOPE!!

for those interested in seeing an enlarged version of how i screwed chem. ask me(:

And The? (pronounced as dee)

2009-10-19T19:23:00.021+08:00

what a random post title,

to describe the randomness i felt when you texted me asking what i'm doing now.

I'm sweating. like a pig that can moo like a buffalo.

before i go crapping i ought to wish the birthday boy first(:

So, Happy Birthday Andy Lieoooow!

Yay you're finally 16!

and NOOoooo i didn't get to drink last night! no more than 1/5 of a can of beer.

this is freaking unfair. someone bring me drinking soon. Daniel you owe me drinks!!

But when will mama let me ton. when!! or better still, where will i find cash to go out!

I'm totally cashless now. spend 100 over just yesterday and today. i wonder how i managed.

so for abit of life in my blog, i shall post some photos that already pre-existent on facebook.

but who cares!

i got to wait till next year till my turn): but i'll surelybe fucking held up by work then.

wifeyy!(:

till then, happy belated deepavali and happy birthday in advance to Andy's brother(tmr!)

Hi blog, Don't rot.

2009-10-16T23:30:00.001+08:00

awwwww.
getting back results next next monday.
fuck.
lol!

So Nyu Shi Dae

2009-10-11T10:08:00.004+08:00

i spend saturday drawing. what about sunday?

Genie, Tell Me Your Wish.

i'm trying to build up a portfolio. suckxz.

anyway this is dedicated to NTBM,

Language Arts- i was fine.

Higher Chinese- omgg): will i pass? lol.

Chemistry- its just a breeze.

History- not bad ba.

E-maths- i want my A+ pl0x

Physics- my mum's going to get physical with me lo. flunkkk.

A-maths- screwyou lol.

yawnn.

Ghost knife fish

2009-10-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

Girl hey You Go Girl~
YOU GO GIRL!!
okay wts is this.
what a post.
what the shit.
yay i'm looking forward to friday :)

but first,
gotta face
-Emaths
-Physics
-Amaths

):

Day by Day.

2009-09-25T20:26:00.002+08:00

乘着爱情的旋律.
i hope EOYs doesn't squash me FLAT.
this sucks):
next wednesday begins and my life ends.
how how HOW!

kumra and niwas save me! (lol)

Its a thing for two.

2009-09-20T19:43:00.000+08:00

It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time
I've wandered and wandered around for a while
As if we made a promise
Standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time
They're all coming back to me now and I don't think my heart can take it
I've even restrained myself at the thought of you
How has your one year been

For a long time, I've been living, having forgotten of you
For a while, I thought I was doing fine
However I started to realize it as time passed by
That I am nothing without you
At that time, if only we had been a bit more mature
If only we knew how we would be right now
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets
So I've had to just repress them
One year has passed like that

Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine?
Will you give me another chance?
I know now that we can never part from each other
The one person I love and love again
I wish we can go back to our first days
To the beautiful, happy and loving days
Those heart-breaking stories and vain arguments
Just bury all of that now
And promise that we won't take them out again
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by
I hope that we won't meet like today again

Monkey see Monkey do.

2009-09-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

let's just say.
drags disgust me):
transexuals terminates me):
and idk why i'm unconsciously humming Hot Issue.
and idk why i'm feeling moody too.
why must exams come so soon, i want to breathe!
but well in 20days or rather 21days(based on calendar) its the end of EOYs.
Kbox and Fish&Co. ftw!
i'm missing you already. if only i was naturally smart and could still go have fun before EOYs.
but my intelligence is crapxzxzxz. god save the prince!

and let's end this short post saying this:
):

my EOYs moodswinging has come once more.

Eighteen.

2009-09-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

I kinda like this number quite abit.
its just special. well past or present, its still special.
threeightseven(: okay so its eighteen days to EOYs!
yay cheer, bryn you're so going to be screwed when its over.
i better PULL UP my socks. but ankle socks also cant pull!

and best of all i'm grounded. till EOYs are over.
not like it makes a difference. i shall sneak out!
haha, i feel so kiddy, but i always am. don't be jealous.
i hope i can get out next saturday for a couple of hours.
get new shirt/shoe and get silver a big silver carebear!
thats if i get to go out. screwwwwww. but i rather good results.
someone please kick my ass if i don't mug!!

anywayy i shall go off blogger. can't wait till 28days later!

2009-09-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

I see that Anzio's blog has new post published.
didn't take notice of its existence for a long time.
hee. well, things are going off hand.
and i'e only got myself to blame. EOY's in 19fuckingdays!
and i started playing dota again in the holidays where others are quitting.
very funny boy, i am so dead.
and byebye study plans. i want sakae tea buffet!
okay i havent got the money!!

somebody raise me!

i shan't blog.

i'm going crazy over..

FOOOOOD!

ahhhh

ahhhhhh

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

bye stupid blog!

The Moment of Truth.

2009-09-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

And this post isn't supposed to have any link to the title.
so drop the idea if you're going to be meddlesome.
EOYs should be in 23days.
I see myself playing daily, lalala~ i'm going to break my own record.
but i shan't. shall try to study tomorrow. motivation bryn!
fly me to the moooon. and let me play amongst the stars...

A simple farewell lunch for Benzzxzxzxz who is enlisting tomorrow!
haha wonder how he'll look like botak(:
so here's a post dedicated to him though i cant think of the contents.
but nevertheless! have fun(: think of the $$ you earn. okay it isnt much anw.
but still... its MONEY. yawnnn.
im super tired.
but i doubt i can sleep tonight.
didn't sleep last night already. almost lost my finger.

so before the VIP benz came, me beixi eunice jon were famisheeeddddd.
okay NO. that beixi was quite full! good la. subway and yoghurt.
i was totally starvingggg.. but well at least the food in the end was nice.
all hail Hitler! idk what got over me. i kinda forgot what to blog about.
so i better stop D:

BYE KIM GARY!
and i love you b!

If I said Let's Break.

2009-09-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hi blog.

I'm feeling empty.
E
M
P
T
Y
someone the people around me will learn.
someone they will know how to treasure me.

On second thought, these are taking place too often.
its not really sensible for me to keep thinking you'd be different.
at least not for me.
eoys are in 25days. how i wish these next few weeks will be really fulfilling.
otherwise i'll probably not know what to do.

This ain't an emo post. I'm not supposed to.
I'm perfectly fine with how unaware you are of my needs.

Sorry.

2009-09-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

I hope it isn't too late to apologise.
i'm sorry. i'm just bad with everything. especially when it involves humans and relationships.
i'll never dream of a time when you no longer speak to me, no longer laugh with me.
no longer bitch with me (if you consider what we do sometimes as that)
i'm not sure how i can make you feel less annoyed with me.
and i perfectly understand that you don't have the mood to study with me tomorrow.
but i do hope really that you'll assure me we're still friends. be it as close as before, or as far apart as before.
I'd see that i learn from this lesson and be a better friend to you, and everyone else.
I promise.

and I'm making this promise to you. I won't have the heart to break it because of the importance you have on me.
friend, i need you (although you may not need me). accept my apologies):

2009-09-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

huh! why does my blogger look so foreign again!
god damn it.
idk why i'm blogging anyway.
fucking physics tomorrow.
bryn's such a fucking comp addict.
comp comp comp comp comp addict!

halelujah!

bye blogger. i'll miss you. will blog tomorrow after the test!

Tell me your wish.

2009-09-01T17:00:00.004+08:00

yay blogger is back to normal. its back to the days where we can post pictures.
okay but i havent got a picture to blog about! maybe something gross.
to scare away my readers!

my blogpost title doesn't make sense anyway. idk where i got that phrase from.
nvm just live with it!

currently: supposed to be doing my compositions/studying physics but i'm blogskinning.

2009-08-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

counting down...
count.
count.
count.
count dracula!
rahh!
and you keep forgetting about the importance of tomorrow's day.
in any case.
1 more minute!
yay.
happy 2nd love(:

2009-08-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

ily!(:
saturday saturday lalala~

2009-08-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

bryn,
what do you exactly want?
what are you seeking for in this r/s?
why are you so fucking sensitive?
and why cant the other person understand?
change?
no point. because you don't understand where you're supposed to change.
because you never never fucking understand.
and i'm very tired of telling you what i'm not satisfied with.
almost two months already.
two months of me being unsatisfied. but i won't quit. i won't give up.
because i'm thick skinned i'm shameless.
many atimes i'm so irritated/pissed off that i would feel like ignoring you.
but eventually i cant. it makes me miss you. makes me sad.
but when i do talk to you again. i'll fucking emo. and i wont make clear why.
sometimes i do. but you never seem to get it.
and i'm one who is easily jealous.
if you like looking at other people and making yourself happy, all the yay for me.
if you dont know what to reply to my words and dont bother thinking of something else to say to me.
because probably you dont even bother talking to me. not like it matters.
there's nothing wrong with occasionally talking about people.
but you never do pay attention to me. when i complain/whine, you're either cant be bothered. or too lazy to think of what to say/help me. because youre fucking lazy. and im fucking hard to please.
choose whichever version.
and the funniest thing is that i can be so direct complaining to your face, and you will go: huh?
its not being blur. its just fcking dumb/feigning ignorance. we'll just break up some day.
i guess i will keep sacrificing to make us last.
nt like you will understand my sacrifices.
i dont wish to meet you tomrrow now.
and it would be nice if you ever did willingly tell me you wanted to come down and find me.
instead of the other way.
im tired of typing.
blogging.
bloging.
im losing every confidence i have in you/me/this relationship.

like please i'm being reasonable. but you never find me interesting. cause i'm not.
you got me but talking to others is always more enjoyable. continue with that.
i'm fine with it. just makes me hurt. and you just fucking signed out.
i really wish you were beside me now. i want to hammer you to death.
fuck you really fuck you so much. you make me laugh you make me cry. i wonder which side i should buy.

you will never realise how painful the past month+days were.
maybe you'll say: if you're not happy then break asap, dont end up hurting me cause im loving you more each day.
and you love in your heart, you dont express.
oh fyi, its either you dont have a heart cause i cant see myself inside. or im just too blind. either way.
i don't fucking think its fair. nothing is fair here.
and i don't need someone who is all but words. in fact the words are fucking minimum.
i mean i can even tell the person i hate the most how much i like him.
but i can dont show it. i know you like me i know you do.
but its too selfish to hide it from me.
treat me like somebody special.
sometimes i just wish we were still at the stage where i was secretly adoring you.
and seeing how cute you were and feeling happy when i got to talk to you online.
now we can talk anytime. anytime. anywhere. anyhow. like seriously anyhow.
we got nothing to say to each other. i keep trying to think of something to say.
and even when im sad, i have to be lame/crappy trying to be retarded.
so at least you'll laugh at times. otherwise none of us will do the talking. its fucking stale.
i know how to make us last.
i shan't ask for a breakup even when my heart is tearing apart.
i dont need someone who says things reluctantly cause i dislike their previous answer.
i mean there's no point you saying it for me to hear. i just wish there was a time you'll naturally want to say it cause you feel so. we have no chemistry. zero. none at all. maybe in another month we'll have 5times the chemistry we have now.

but like you said. 0 x 5 = 0.

i'll never forget anything you said even if i forget my schoolwork.
seriously i love you so much i often end up hating you.

"uhh yaaaa. then you everything also not happy one ma. i always have nth to talk about. i dont like to talk about school life to ppl wat. what else do u expect me to say? general knowledge?"

you know how fucking annoying that sentence is. you may again aay im being petty. but fuck NO.
its just hurting. if you dont have anything to do when youre being with me. you dnt have a clue of what to do with me, what to say to me, but you do have loads to talk about to your other friends, then just have it your way. afterall you wont want to lose me as you claim. and you wont want to do anything about it when you have me too.
you're plain selfish.
i am even more certain you'll read this long post probably a century after i have posted it and being so BLUR you won't understand a shit. so here's a summary: I LOVE YOU BUT IM BEGINNING TO HATE YOU. BUT I WONT LET MYSELF LOSE YOU.

even if i have to lose my brains, i'll not let myself lose you.
youre a fucking bastard/bitch that i love so dearly.

okay great lucky my computer is waterproof. if not its like teardrops on my desktop.

to the fuckiest fucking thing in the world, here's a good night to you that i intentionally did not want to say to you on MSN. cause i so dont want to. thats my problem(:

love you, goodnights.

2009-08-16T13:24:00.000+08:00

okay whats with this very disgusting layout of blogger?
it gets worse each time i log in. very unpleasant.
just puts me off the mood i had when i logged in.
okay hence i shan't do any blogging. eeew eeew eeew.
whats wrong with blogger !

and hamster, please don't die la, can you be more active and tell me what you want!

2009-08-08T12:00:00.000+08:00

my 600th post. dedicated to the currently most valued person in my life.
i want her head. then i'll display it on top of a pile of dung.

be honoured i'm replying your post, too bad if you can't read it though):

i just happened to visit. and it astounding to see how a woman with an ugly face and heart can actually care so much for the hamsters. YAY. everyone clap and do the chicky dance. and 'friends' i dont really want to give a them or not. it doesn't matter. at least i will survive well outside the society, and you with your ugly everything, will just die. its amazing how you and seann are such fuckers. backstabbing ppl, bitching about people and tweaking. the funniest thing is how you all used to say stuff about each other too. dims or dumbs i dont wanna know too. no friends in school. no friends in class. is not like i can control that. trust me, i admire you. you're just too ugly for your own good. you're lucky to have people like laura by your side. she's really brave :) even if she dislikes me too, it makes no difference. i'm used to it. just fuck off you pub. petty ugly bitch. one day when you end up getting uglier than yourself which is really hard already, don't blame me. and my best friend eh? nobody said she was my best friend. haha but you're my best fiend for such :D

and my hamsters. you should just wipe your face that is stained with shit before touching or going near them. they are scared of your fuckface. aww. anyway before you want to go any further, think about your future. nobody would want you as a wife. unless you're rich like nyein. and my mum doesn't let me care for my hamsters. so what you want me to do. we have sincerely nice people like kellie and alyson who are kind enough to help me when i asked them to. its not like i forced them into doing something that is really bad or what. if i ever turned into a murderer. you're the first to die(:

r.i.p you ugly bitch. loathe you always!

2009-08-08T11:13:00.000+08:00

heading soon. i'm just lazy to even drag my feet to shower then pack up my stuff and prepare my homework for tomorrow. i'm pure sick and tired of this. i hope things would turn for the better soon(:
JoN's party was quite successful for him i guess. good for him! hehe.
i'm like more lazy than ever. annoyed upset and just no happy. i hope i'll be happy later!

Jonyo, you're now 16. its time enough for you to be more sensitive!
Make the people around you happier than ever(: you got the potential(i think LOL)
haha kidding. hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday and liked my now-BROKEN-pandastitch.

as of now, Fiery Molten Lava. FML(:
有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破隐藏我的寂寞

悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格

至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了

2009-08-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

The proud though irresponsible grandfather of ~~SEVEN~~ TWO baby gummy bears has decided to blog.
okay i know they do look abit gross now. but once probably a week or so, i bet they're going to look real cute!
hamsters i love you (: and both babies are boys. Daddy's name is noisy one (he whines alot) and Mummy is the hungry one! H1N1! yeahp. i named them that two months back. but now i know which is which. cause the mama has milk!
oops.

if only i had pictures. i would blog.
anyway rest in peace
hamsters 1-5, i hope the remaining 2 lives to grow old(:
then i'll give away mummy and daddy. hahh im kidding. looks like when they grow up, its time to migrate them.
NEW CAGE! BIGGER BETTER. but but.... MORE EXPENSIVE. i wonder who can take care of them in the weekends. sigh.

meanwhile, i feel retarded. like suddenly i went berserk and my feet brought me about so fast here and there.
aimlessly. only to stop at TM to watch the teevee. omy.sg(: just wanted to see andy on the screen. haha coolios!
okay i really dislike my spare phone. JoN lend me a spare phone lah! tomorrow's your birthday. must be nice!
(haha what logic is this) richkid vs. freezingkid. yay i froze his bank account. i win (wtf?)

ahhhhhh. i got an urge to tell _______ about ________. i shan't blog already, lest i type it out. anyway HAPPY EARLY BIRTDAY JON!

Fooocking Hungry!

2009-08-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

everything seems to be interesting.
if only i could blog as well as those bloggers out there.
but well, i dont intend to do so anyway.
i can't even cope with studies, dont talk to me about interests.

im falling off track. someone pull me back!

pies pies pies. no dinner tonight unless i cook.
bff can you cook for me!): im terribly hungry.

i know my posts are getting short and not worth a read.
but. i just cant focus on anything at all. life rulesxz!(:

love me tender~ love me sweet~ i feel like some kind of bitch.

2009-07-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

ah. i dont know why my webcam has some webcam max problem.
that fucking sucks anyone's balls. and also i cant change the font color of my words on blogger.
and neither can i post up anymore photos. like why the hell. i was even intending to blog a nice happy post.
regardless.

happy first month baby! i love you till the end (:

hah. i know my drawing sucks. the eyes are damn horrible looking. but regardless, i hope you appreciate my first attempt at drawing stitch! loving you always. sorry if i emo like a bitch now and then! i heart ya!

Sun of a Beach

2009-07-28T19:46:00.000+08:00

the light is glaring. and hurting. its just rather piercing.
ooh imagine your girlfriend saying to you: don't lose me to him.
what do you think of that sentence eh. idk but for myself its a WTF.
in any case it doesn't help knowing that another guy who likes your girl
is texting her often/frequent/quite abit or whatever you deem suits the situation
without knowing that you're her boyfriend. this may not appeal to your thinking
but i can't help feeling jealous. okay text so what? they're probably just close friends.
afterall that guy knows her longer than i did. messaging with that guy makes her happier
than texting me.

so be it. i hate how i have to conceal my identity. its just really selfish.
its not like i need the world to know. i mean if you see him as a worthy friend of yours,
why bother hiding? i know what you may reply but seriously. im jealous.
i feel like some possessive bitch. and i don't really care. its either me or him.
perhaps you wonder why im always thinking so much.

my answer? i really dont see a point explaining already. it will just result in a quarrel.
like what has always been coming between us. i love you baby. and whats your stand.

2009-07-25T15:52:00.000+08:00

i'm practically blogging for the sakethat im blogging. cool eh(:
and why does bloggers layout look so fuckedup today.
just came back from dental. i loss so much fcking blood.
im scared of metal objects to make things worse.
oh yeahh before i forget. if you need a laugh, go catch Murderer.
its meant to be a thriller luh. like i said, MEANT to be.
its kinda a cute comedy actually. haha.

anyway schooling sucks. my grades are really bad.
lord save the queen!

2009-07-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

the worst thing is that now my bed has clothes that i strewn across this morning while changing.
and my desk is messy with books and papers of all sorts. and my floor has my bag lying and alot of other nonsensical nonsense sitting there waiting for me to tidy them.
& harry potter's such a disgrace. the climax didn't even seem like a climax too!
lets just say i only appreciated the part where Hermoine cried. i was heartache.
my poor emma watson. no wonder my facebook quiz says someone with letter E is my secret admirer. now i'm relieved that its not Edric(: its Emma Watson. (red face; shy)

now my feet is sore again. but im seriously bored out today.
shouldnt have gone out, even Emma was screened only occasionally.
why can't she be the lead character! rofl @ Lavender Brown!
my only cosolation is that i was only bored 80% of the time. not 100%.
chemistry test is on wednesday. i hope i can do well. sure attempt to revise tomorrow.

meanwhile. let me upload photos and stone thereafter...

2009-07-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

seriously. wth.
be it in pairs, threes, fours, sixes, there will be an odd one out.
& i doubt i need to elaborate. i'm still dreaming of my france!
i wanna go there to pick up culinary courses and be a baker/chef.
and run my own chains of Art Cafes(:

even the name of the dishes i came up with today is quite interesting.
Fried Apple Gravy with Grilled-Olive Tuna
French Unagi with ChicKen
(Blended) Iced Tea with Caramel/Honey
Parsley & EggNog Island Salad
Brewed Almond Soup Topped with Authentic Roast Duck
Venetian Apple-Gin Iced Nutty Asparagus

i wonder what my crazy brain will think of next.
i seriously am in need of a lifeline. or maybe missfang's "suicide line"

anyway,
my class mates as i mentioned many times are alrdy all into distinctive cliques, and the negative comments from peers are okay, but its really ridiculous and offhand oflate. i cant fit myself in any of the other cliques. i got good friends that are in those cliques. but in class we aren't that close, class politics, and its only outside class i think have them.

and if you wonder why im still like wanting to be good friends with "them", its also for the greater good. this ___, has been verbally and physically abused by all of "them" since lastyear, im one of those who bullied ____ too, cause i was with good terms with "them" till the june holidays. uh huh uh huh. and i constantly make sure i ignore their remarks and i'll just usually attempt to make myself feel bttr by texting my close friends. usually some of them cant reply due to fcking strict teachers, and i'd wish those who reply at least say smth that'll make me feel bttr. i think i ask for too much alrdy. i've typed this much but i dont wish to press enter. i dont want to bother you with shit everyday. neither do i want to see how much*effort you'll put in trying to reply this chunk of crap(:

i wanna see nobody hurt. i rather be the one who gets hurt. cause i already am...

lock me up!

2009-07-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

i feel fcking insecure.
its only a little past 2 weeks and i'm thinking this way.
can't you just try at the very least to show some love for me?
im really one insecure shit. so please don't love me too mildly.
idk what else to bark about. i wish something can make me wild again):

2009-07-12T16:09:00.000+08:00

now im free to post whatever i want.
anyway i know it all along that people call me names, bitch about me & so on.
and trust me, when i know about it, im not one who lets matters rest.
just get ready to be fucked. one by one. i'll write your full names on my shirt.
and wear it and leap off a building. it would be awesome(:

if you by chance happen to be able to read my blog,
leave your full name on my tagboard(:
just in case i might need it.

yay life rocks. it feels the best i sixteen years.
i'll visit the sex shop to get myself a dildo soon.
fuck everything. fuck myself (:

2009-07-09T17:53:00.000+08:00

Language Arts Comprehension down,
Chemistry Stupid Stupid Test down,
Maths common test down,
Physics Science Practical Assessment down,
kay i bet my results will be down too.

lets just look forward to Prata for dinner(:
& not forgetting maggi goreng!
i'm glad dismissal is 10.45 tomorrow due to youth day celebration.
but my plans after that would be a real headache. why why why.
why can't everything be confirmed like NOW.
then if its good news i can be in a super good mood now.
im not even sure why im wasting my time at Hatchlings now.
but they do look adorable. just like you. i cant wait to see you again!):

i shall motivate myself to do things that are more meaning.
for instance, reinstalling my garena. idk what fcuking problem my comp has.
it just seems to hate me playing any game. nooo ): its taking away part of my social life.
so much for technology. kay maybe i just got to admit that my desktop is of age.
soon its time to say goodbye...

i'll blog with pictures soon.
i promise that to myself(:

farewell blog, love you people!
for now lets just think of the Human Farm jeremy came up with awhile back.

Tag Replies
Phoebe: aha you noob. typo. nooooob!
Ruixin: haha yeah la, thanks for the chocolate ey!(:
Glad: i never pda lo! its just bloggingg.
Iris: i'm shy. aw!
Bear: eh hey! haha (:

f__k.

2009-07-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

sweeet.
now let me concentrate and be a chiongster tomorrow.
the amount of work we are having is ridiculous.
somebody save me!):
there's just too many things running through my mind now.
i really wonder how im able to study tomorrow.

bryn. FIGHTING!(:

you're so darn addictive.

it's only the beginning.

2009-07-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

right now i'm obviously sitting infront of my computer, blogging.
what guangyi said was true. at the rate i sms in class, its no wonder my grades are dropping.
but imissedyousomuch what. i think i shall work harder already. its not point just saying and doing nothing. i guess i shall let love be my motivation. & i hope this love will last, im sure it will.
right now i do nothing best but thinking of you. lets just meet as often so it won't be so much of having to miss you. okay this totally makes no sense. how weird. iwy now...

caught Transformers today, it was not bad luh. but not as nice as people made it sound.
probably i was just distracted by my baby. okay baby sounds rather queer. its like so neighbourhood ahlian-like. but who cares, and i know there are idiots who read my posts and gossip or tsktsk me and whatever, (e.g. YOU from 4e over my movie on saturday), but i shan't care, really. thinking too much will only make myself feel bad. whats most important is that we know that there are many people out there who like us.

like what someone told me, "there's many more people out there who actually like you for who you are than hate you." i think it could probably just be true(: anyway i just totally remembered that someone used my name to tag at huien's blog. so before going any further, "hey tagger! you might want to tell me personally so i can custom-make a dildo for you to fuck yourself" and please, i dont go criticising people. in the first place if you would even do such a childish things, i think you just deserve this special treatment eh? but waste my money to buy you a dildo. so just fuck off. & someone else used my name on iris's blog. how no-life.

baby, iloveyousomuch. it was my happiest day till date(:

Kiara: heyyy the pizzas LOOKED tasty. yuup. LOOKED. couldn't taste them. and yes siamese twins w0rh.
Phoebe: scaryy mehh. you insult my brother for what!! & i wont intro you lo, you go say they scary.
Dale: hello dale! gemini ftw!(:
Jeral: yeahh hahaa, tyty -blush-
Ruixin: HAH you blindy. how could you not read my tag hur! lousy itouch!

(:

2009-06-30T17:18:00.000+08:00

im feeling so happy(:
even without pictures.
my eyes imagines my post to be so beautiful & colorful.
ah. i'm blessed.

pizza crave

2009-06-29T04:26:00.000+08:00

im so impossible la. i've already eaten five times for the past two weeks.

and i want MORE. now!! kiara's so thoughtful. she made an attempt at baking pizzas for me.

-kiara gives me a picture pizza-
(11:31 AM) bryn.: yay but why no ingredients
(11:31 AM) when angels fall: Got, its all on the crust :B
(11:31 AM) bryn.: wlaooo lol
(11:31 AM) when angels fall: Lols, eh its awesome ok. It was made by ME, hello.
(11:32 AM) bryn.: thanks la but i like cheese and some greens
(11:32 AM) when angels fall: Your Welcome (: Lols, you have to imagine.
(11:33 AM) bryn.: LOL draw again can
(11:33 AM) when angels fall: wait wait, i must go BAKE. lols.
(11:33 AM) bryn.: okok go bake
-bakes finish and serves-
(11:35 AM) when angels fall: NICE RIGHT!
(11:35 AM) bryn.: wlaoo you very miser
(11:35 AM) bryn.: cant you SPAM ingredients
(11:35 AM) when angels fall: shit you luhh
(11:36 AM) bryn.: gimme a new slice (customer damn fussy)
(11:36 AM) when angels fall: you wait. HA.
-bakes again and serves-
11:39 AM) bryn.: CALL YOUR MANAGER HERE NOW
(11:39 AM) when angels fall: there are so many ingredients on the damn crust that its OVERFLOWING ok. HAHAH!
(11:39 AM) bryn.: you must reply to the "call your manager now"
(11:39 AM) when angels fall: the manager died after taking my pizza, SIR.
(11:40 AM) bryn.: oh dear. that means it must have tasted so heavenly it sent him straight right to heaven
-eagerly grabs a slice-
(11:42 AM) bryn.: "can i request for more cheese and some pepperoni please. if you're not pleased to serve me, the exit is that way, IM YOUR NEW MANAGER TODAY YOU FOOOOOL!"
(11:42 AM) when angels fall: SMACK YOU ARH, so much already still want more!

i seriously need to see her manager for poor service.

nevermind, i shall write a complain letter to him later :)

homework list: still the same. wtfoock lahr. bryn you can just go drop out already.

otherwise maybe bryan/blyan/blyn/breen can take your place in school! thats a good idea.

my long-lost taiwan brothers blyan (left) and bryan (right)

and my abnormal brothers from siam. siamese twins :O the operation failed.

at least blyn(my evil twin) and myself looks more normal.

ah. thats how i feel like. trapped in the toybox. and i cant get out of this toy thing to study. moreover my homework is still the same amount as 5days before. wow. brynnnnn. reflect on yourself please._.

Tag Replies: Michelle: FIGHTING! ): JoN: aint my post more interesting now. roflmaozedongnanxibei!

my mind is so bold

2009-06-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

its saturday already.
like two days to day one of school.
homework check: physics untouched, chemistry untouched. both subjects: not understood
maths: kinematics/linearlaw/trigoIII.

anyway its a weird day. i had weird thoughts. weird feelings.
feelings i dont deserve to have in the first place.
i think my mind is getting more bold. its thinking of all the impossibles.
at this rate if it keeps going on, i'm going to explode soon.
first things first, i caught Ghost of Girlfriend's past with ying today. it was great.
not bad really, quite interesting and a little bit touching. and a little bit horny.
& a totally failed attempt to study at Ben & Jerry's. bad environment, very distracting luh.

i never felt like this before. but each time a message comes in, my heart will skip a beat.
i mean it seriously. its not like those drama-drama shit. if only it was from you.
but for hours, it wasn't. i guess im thinking too much cause you're probably just busy/asleep.
i dont think you'll be reading this thats why this mind of mine is bolder. wow.
and another you, seriously i don't think it will work out. i don't even seem to miss you.
if i do miss a person, it comes so naturally, i do not need to even try. neither do i feel a need to see you.
i feel like a slut saying that. but its true. this is the amount of stress im facing.
for you, you can be going through emo/sad shits cause of what i typed.
but you have a choice, and you are the one making all the decisions yourself.
im just waiting here having so much stress while you fight for your own happiness.

back to the previous one. simply, i think im crazy. i should not even be thinking about you this way. its not like we can be together or something. but this crazy weird foolish thoughts im having just cant seem to get chase out of my mind. if you knew that it was you, i think we can even forget about being friends. okay weird. why am i typing so much things that makes no use in the end. attention-seeking? i somehow think it may be something along that line. thats disgusting, but i dont wish to cancel off everything i've typed. this love is killing. slowly. ilikeyousosomuch.

now now... whatever-.-

Tag Replies: (this gets easier to reply)
Michelle: whatttt! how has your nightmare got to do with me. i bring only sweet dreams okay!
Huien: AhMa!! no problem! (:

Flash(er) Back.

2009-06-26T04:07:00.000+08:00

i guess this photo is super AA. but i don't really give a shit.

its interesting to see how much we've all changed at a point in life.

admit it, if you hate it, you're just plain jealous.

otherwise, you could try making one of your own. life, it moves on. & then.. it ends. totally.

ANYWAY. on a lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! OKAY NO-.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIEN/AHMA !!

Monster.

2009-06-25T10:42:00.000+08:00

Monster phone. Monster weather. Monster ride.

Luckily, no dreams about Monsters.

otherwise, michelle you're so going to regret it. mwahahaha.

it loooks like day i actually spaced out for studying will be gone again.

that reminds me that i'm quite sad having lots of remaining homework.

maths: trigonometry and kinematics and linear law. havent done a shit.

physics: i don't even know what we've learnt so far.

chemistry: oh screw you mrs shu. whats with my D. eversince i'm too sick of the subject.

& speaking of screwing. just screw my body resistance. its freaking LOW. like very LOW.

falling ill non-stop on and off. it feels so pubic(wtf!?)

its three days to school reopen. & due to screwedup h1n1 (damn youu) we have to report to school at 8am on Monday, where's our usual 9am! return it tuuuu me!

damn pissed lah. & no more extension of holidays = can't get my work done.

i just hope that shuyuen/soekhua gets the swine flu and i have more time (:

okay so a little fucked-up boring update,

Monday omfg i can't remember what i did ):

Tuesday class outing at Sentosa - but why is it i can't remember myself seeing any sand eh?

Wednesday screw the weather. went to escape & the weather's more screwedup than XL. on-off rain, and i didnt get to sit the water ride): what a waste. ihateyou. (idk who) even the smell of the toilets in e-hub was much better than the freaking irritating cheekenathan weather out there. lucky it was flee. (ew?) now i need a new phone. i really think something dirtyy entered my phone cause it happened for 3 consecutive phones, with the interval of 2.5 months each. crikeyy!!

and currently i caught the Monster disease that made myself crazy to do this.

Tag Replies: (wow didn't know i'd get a chance to have this area in my post)

Dale: yoohooo. you aint no dale. you are cheap!

Jeral: shoooo. strawberry strudel pwns (:

Bear: hahaa that IS the case. ga eul/yijung all mine!

Ruixin: GREETINGS FROM SINGAPORE. IMY!

See you again.

2009-06-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging(:

although i don't see a point at all.

Friday was ktv day. simple. thats self-explanatory.

Satuday's dinner? just savour & indulge in the pictures. but yeah.

pictures can deceive. aww.

idk if you like its appearance anyway. but well anyway the food was very salty.

i rate it 1.5stars out of 5! keep trying!!

Sunday hm? that's freaking today. okay whatever, HAPPY FATHER's DAY, father.

aha! hope you liked your gift yeah? & of course my retardedly cute card. mwahaha.

paid respects to my granddad over at thomson there anyway. ily grandpa): r.i.p kay?

Anywayy it's really been awhile since we sank our teeth into Apple strudel. don't laugh.

cause if you do so, you're totally retarded. thinking it about it, those were the days

we got to eat it so often. when there was a branch over at Katong.

it's tasty. just like in the old days..

FINALLY... i present myself with this very very terribly disgustingly poorly done banner.

KAY FINE I REMOVED IT-.-

good try bryan, continue trying. roflmaozedongnanxibei =)

evacuation

2009-06-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

i don't see how fair things are for me.

not at all.

its always either losing this or that.

i mean if you want me to be happy, then respect me.

that's a very important thing to do apart from sincerity.

i want to give things a little more time,

but i'm no time giver. i haven't got much time to waste.

if i were an A-star student i wouldn't have much to bother about.

right now, things are turning out so screwed again.

you may not know it, but i hate how complicated things really are.

can't everything be simplified for me? i know i'm smart enough to understand it.

but i dont wish to be wasting my energy and killing my brain cells everytime.

if you really want me to be happy. let things be the way it is.

i regret making the wrong moves. i'm so hating myself now.

& very most importantly, i so hate you.

nice try, but not nice enough :)

if things gets out... just prepare a few condoms in case for me to fuck your mum.

the clock's ticking so madly. i wish i could turn it back.

well, actually i can do that, but it aint universal. so too bad, i've been wasted.

Tag Replies:

michelle: heyy now you're in malaysia already! ): sorry i forgot to reply your sms. takecare! love!

desmond: i want rainbow pillssxz.

iris: life? is there even any? hahhh. and sanks ;)

bear: is ga eul love me lo! haha.

pffft.

2009-06-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

Caught Hannah Montana on Monday with bunny,
it was great really. Bunny did not expect it to be nice, but it turned out nice haha.
then headed off to dinner and stuff and stayed-over. i havent caught enough sleeep.
yawn! & all the travelling + walking has made my legs all wombly and jelly-like.
i want to post up pictures to save me from typing too much crap, but okay i dont have any.

in the afternoon i went to meet the others at cityhall at a supposing time of 3.30pm.
i just got out of marina square walking and plus the cold weather and lack of sleep,
i caught a flu which we later suspected as a fever. okay whateverr ._.
so finally after 45mins of waiting by the WaterCycle, met up with Chuan,Desmond,Ben&Delon.
stoned at starbucks with my fever eased a little with 2 panadols from Desmond
as we waited for Jon. thanks ehh :)
& it was lucky we didn't sit the flyer in the end today cause i swear its a waste of $$!
even hanging down below the flyer was more entertaining. but not like i participated haha.
Lastly, dinner was not flattering. not at all.

Tag Replies:
sara: haha but seriously i fed those hamsters four times/day instead of once!
phoebe: yeah i know that haha, but uhh 612 is very old lehh. and its boyish luh!
michelle: hm hm hm? i consider linking you :)
huien: AHMA! haha very serious meh. its just more improvised luhh(:
jeral: ey hey thanks, you must be having fun at the chalet right now
kennyyteo: yo sup!
ngy: yeah sure you are (:
chuan: aww. haha.
kiara: heyy thanks !
jem: helloo there, yeah so many superteens to save the world!
doria: nah its just done up two days ago! & yes i'm changing the picture asap!

nightingale's vail.

2009-06-14T15:42:00.000+08:00

i would say two turns around the table would do the trick.& i'm presented with a smile myself a.t.m.

how much more random can i get? you'll see...

for the many people out here who missed last night's fireworks artdisplay: CRACKERS

head down to that field over at yishun (beside north point)

you're sure you dont want to miss out. it's great, trust me.

at least much better than any NDP/CHINGAY parade.

table for two.

2009-06-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

lets just say two weeks have passed.
education wise is deteorating. oh damned did i sp?
never-the-mind. okay my english is getting from bad to worse.
regardless, i'm in a relative good state now.
despite my poor appetite and bad tummy for the past two days.
wonder whats happening to my body ):

yeah im so lazy to upload pictures but i will soon.
for people who even bother looking at it.
my legs are really tired now. my feet is sore.

thursday -
sentosa class gathering, beachvolleyballing, cycling (double-bike with kelly),
and of course k-boxing = leg pain + full
friday -
cycling with kiro, kor & bunny, no appetite = leg cramp + fun
saturday -
watched brother's performance = feet sore + fuck

haha okay ignore the fuck. i wanted some fu___ word.
like what can i think of. fungi? fungus? function? idk blahblah.
let me take some time to do up abit of changes to my blog (:
rooar. how tiring.

before or forever.

2009-06-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

BOF. okay i'm done with it yesterday.
just took me slightly more than two days to complete the series.
okayy, not too bad (:
Ga Eul!

okay thats not that important.

& things are looking much brighter.
smile yeah?(: don't give up!
i suddenly got cravings for pizzas and cheeseburgers. bleah.

Michelle, FIGHTING!
& to you, yes you know who you are,
i'm happy to have you(:

Always Decisions

2009-06-08T11:39:00.000+08:00

~ which should i choose..
& i fit in neither side. neither.

i'll let time decide for me.
its not like i have alot to waste though.
and it doesn't feel any better having to wait for you.
i'm missing you already :/

a little random but "When people are convinced of your love for them and that you always have their interests upon your heart, they trust you and they will follow you up the highest mountain and into the deepest sea."

~~let me be wasted~~

Angels & Demons.

2009-06-07T01:59:00.000+08:00

but its my version.
should i be ranting and saying damned this damned that.

OR

should i think about how beautiful the afternoon was.
though it wasn't much. thanks(:

i feel better to a certain extent.
but then, the way things seems, is as though im thinking too much.
whatever ugh :@
anyway thanks for the cheese mos burger haha :/

set me free.

2009-06-05T05:56:00.000+08:00

so i deleted that meaningless post, otherwise it would be so A-A.
thats some stupid bonding between two A elements.
okaythere i go again. dont remind myself of chemistry.
i failed it and achieved a D, and worse, i didnt bother attending the extra lessons.
wonderful isn't it.

now tie me to a million balloons, and set me flying.

sanks fuur dhe mem0rii3s

2009-06-02T18:31:00.000+08:00

likeWOW.

crude.

2009-05-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

it's the second time i'm blogging in a day.
and i don't usually do this.
also, if you were unaware, i blog only when there's a purpose.
there always is, even if you cant bloody see it.

i know i have a selfish mentality, but people around me are more selfish.
i'm gonna start working harder for all i care, you wanna label me names,
you wanna be childish and speak retardedly of others, you wanna think
your intelligence to really be way above others and be shameless,
whatever. say i'm emo too, does not work already. don't waste breathe srsly.
i can't stop you and i won't. neither can you stop me.
even if i end up losing you people as friends;
true friendships don't end that easily, and if ours(anyone) did, i'd rather think
i'd do better with none than having all untrue ones.

before you start criticising my post, think about it.
you're not as mature/smart like you think you are.

G-slide me around~

2009-05-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

hamsters. they're seriously lovely

as gay as i can express it, its seriously cute.

and running through so many names, i settled on..
Hungry One and Noiseless One. H1N1, cute ain't it?

& my hamsters are the fattest you can ever see(okay no-.-)

they're like so fat they have difficulties going down the slide now ._.

ahah, and they're so cute at the way they sleep. female sleeps on the wheel,

and we all watched her topple off with our very own eyes!!

the male sleeps on the slide, i almost thought he was stuck. he's FAT.

i'll see them soon, yeah i will.

so its the holidays now.

did quite a fair bit of reflection yesterday.

i just want to leave dhs. like asap.

another two years wont do me good. seriously :/

is that not something to save me?

pictures(:

what a fat ass it has right D:

aww at its frontal view.

ugghh ):

i feel the pain, i do.

im totally sick of everything.

prata pizza?

2009-05-27T16:54:00.000+08:00

quite innovative uh. western stall serves them. sup ._.

great, cip photos are uploaded, check out facebook for them!

and greater, ham & cheese are not liked. awh.

we do it the hindu way (:
okay greatest = art club handover this friday.

oh and not to forget the handover dinner.

the dance people. that just reminds me. where's jeremy??

crushed.

2009-05-26T22:37:00.001+08:00

literally.
now my butt aches.
i bet it cracked.

joseph :(

17 soon.

2009-05-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

Coming to Cinemas
22nd May 2010.

okay before i forget, which although is kinda impossible to,
happy birthday to Dad, thanks for everything these many years.
and Jeremy's Dad too, and lastly myself :)
and also to everyone out there whose birthday falls on this very day.
birthday wish: _____________________
if it did come true, i'll be like WOW.

pictures soon.
let me fix my MS2.

/thanks for wishes.
and kiara for the present. nerdsxz.

just a two pint.

2009-05-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

careless?
i cant really find an explanation to reason out all these phenomenons.
could it be time for the biggest passage change in life?
and i really deserve it. my arm is still recovering and i played vball.
okay, wow.now my left wrist has this terrible bruise.
on the brighter side, its purplish. my favourite color.

seriously it isn't a bigshit that it is the IGC. just be more open.
bold and daring colors are nice. people have different fashion sense dont they?
and we like and desire seperate things all together.
i bet you'll never know it was you, but in love i am deceived.
staring.. even when the ball comes rolling towards me am i unaware.
L O V E

with the first comes the second.

2009-05-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

great, my spearman is level15 and i gave up on it.
i'm just too fucked my chemistry.
its seriously not my fault. i did my work i did my stuff.
it isnt fair, it isnt right.

i'm serious. i don't deserve to fail it.
ifyou hate me and you think i do,
go reflect on yourself first, if not, up to you.

okay im a thin sheet of paper torned apart..

wow.

sing a song my bones can hear.

2009-05-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

they'll dance with you.
the grass blades will wave to you.
yeah sure, go on thinking this much.
i'm sure it will help.

how foolish to think i was physically ready. now i'm all injured again-.-

2009-05-11T19:27:00.000+08:00

there's higherchinese test tomorrow.

seriously, she asks us to study yanyu, chengyu and blah.

and i do so. i either get full marks or nearly there.

but she chose not to include in our SA1 grades. hence, a C for chinese.

59% . if she included all those tests, i'd get a middle B. screwher ._.

okay so it was X-men again today. well, ugh? & changing appetites :)

the chicken was oily. really oily. ew. (fats inclusive)

XLL signs off. bye, screw hcl.

2009-05-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

when i'm still able to keep my eyes open, here's wishing all mums a Happy Mothers' Day.
and of course to elizabeth a happy gayday :)

haha mum mistook me for making the card for her :/

well its alright, shall add on photos in awhile.
so all the great mom's out there, hope you had a nice day!

xoxo

2009-05-08T23:13:00.001+08:00

to begin with, no it aint those xoxo thing. its literally the new project we started working on today. i hope it doesnt turn out to be screwed. what do yah think of the idea. tic-tac-toe and the circles use dunman high logo ey? regardless. this is what we've managed to accomplish today.

i'm deciding to frame each piece when its complete in between glass sheets.

i think it will look kinda classy.

and with our circles, there are always crosses.

i'm just wishing myself goodluck for this new project we're embarking on.

if i'm not wrong, we should be handing over somewhere soon, all the better.

but before, i'll try to do a good job outta this project. sigh i miss my thumbdrive already.

XLL having a whale of a time on my desk. awh.

my mr.happy keychain being stuffed up in the rabbit-bank.

my smile was lost for these moments.

seriously, kahmin's and jayjay's pencil cases r gayly cute. wdv :)

i shall end my post with that cute picture of sleeping bears.

how innovative, we actually spent our history lesson designing bear-props.

yawn. i'm feeling sick enough. and now it turns out i might land myself in SSS.

2009-05-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

I didn't blog for quite awhile.

and alot has happened already. the most commonly known, H1N1.

ugh, screw it. because of the darn swine flu, level camps are canceled. wth.

this isn't right. nor was anything else right for me oflate.

whats with having week nine as a normal school week. ughh. boring.

i guess time will pass quickly. when report card comes, its another thing to worry about.

slowing down to think, at least PW presentation is over, so is everything else.

at least for now, excluding the fact that we have ACE test and HCL test next week.

the school never lets us rest. even if they do, there's always homework :/

maybe if i were a little more smart it would make things easier.

seriously, two more fridays. why can't we just have level camp.

i'd rather have it on a level camp day, at least it'll be more fun for me.

i want a hamster. at least it will keep me alive everyday when im so dead.

mum doesn't let me keep a dog, so i guess my dream dog named Elf will never exist.

now i want a hamster named Efron! i've just got this thing with Es and Fs if you realised.

how adoring, the way it sleeps.

-begs for food-

i've long kept myself in the dull classic colors. i want bright now. BRIGHT!

get me a boston, won't you?

been wanting one for a long time really :/

changing topics, here's a little carebear fun!

yeahman, mine's the bottom right. XLL!

fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars..

and i'll end my post with my gaycarebear. say bye to XLL!

raining rainbows?

2009-04-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

yeah if that did happen..
restinpeacekay? :) ily.
not really in the mood to blog now.
so here's abit of update.
caught XMEN and 17Again today.

and i'd smile at the rainbow if it were you.

2009-04-26T10:29:00.000+08:00

firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNLING!(: (less scary)

i couldn't believe myself either.
why did i do something i didnt want to.
never mind, and i shant think about my studies on weekends.
okay i'll accept the fact that i wont see an A in my report card.
i'll be brave and accept it. and here's a little post.

i cant believe that i logged in to blogger.
when the week ahead will be short and stressful.
i anticipate thursday. where i can cut away my bushyhair.
its fat, like my face ._____. and maybe i'll repair my spectacles then.
i just wish i had more cash shoved at my face. i'll be cheap.
i'll take it. i dont give a damn, its not like i begged for it or something.
come mummy, spam me with moneyy.
i really set my eyes on too many things i can afford.
like that 116$ jacket, and shirts everywhere i see.
oh and i want new jeans. of all colors . yes, i dare to wear.
i dont care about criticism, you're just jealous.

right now, i'll say that i will do a good post after this upcoming bad week.
i really will. one with photos too , that is. not like i see readers anyway.
but reading my own archives can offer me some entertainment. z0r.
self amusement. whatever crap am i typing on blog now.
i might as well not post anything right. writing crap is worse than writing nothing,
when will i learn. when will i succeed.

we're the two ends of the rainbow. i'll never reach you.
maybe you're my pot of gold. but i do not have the key.
you're the reason why rainbows exist, for we're meant to view it.

2009-04-22T14:48:00.001+08:00

i thought i'd just throw in a post before i take a nap.
and yeahh only to wake up to do history essay. this sucksxz.
lawl. weekend hm.
saturday- had dinner with delon and chatted rofl.
sunday- went to T1 with the two T's.
monday- went to parkway after school with daren, jeremy, joseph and guangyi
we ate at swensens. GIANT EARTHQUAKE. $31+ wow eh. haha. and we wasted it.
all due to reasons which i think are not worth in comparison to good precious sleep.
awhh. will edit this post sometime :)

passing the 555

2009-04-18T13:41:00.000+08:00

i'm posting. second post of the day that is.

because i figured out that if i were to edit my previous post instead, the photos layout will screw up. blogger ah blogger.. i'm not running dry of cash :)

because i'm already dry. i see nothing but a 20cent coin in my wallet.

and just on wednesday there were 70? and i got an additional 10 for today.

80 thats it. and 79.80 gone already. bryn, wooooow.

at least i still saw money in my wallet today.

but jack'splace ate it up. and we had scoopz too (:

with josephjeremyguangyiandmyself.

and yeah NERF guns. yesterday we had swords. now guns.

whats next? each owning a Gundam maybe? ha.

right now we're expecting the NERF chain gun. the price is bimba.

bimbotically imba. whatever. oh and lets do abit of talk about the game we played.

just made me feeel like a primarykid again. swordfight+gunfight = bitchfight? ha.

we practically used wolf as decoy, swords as weapons, NERF guns as weapon, cushions for shields. then we start from two ends of the class as play 1v1.

at first, slashed 3times by swords = gameover.

OR 1shot by gun = gameover.

then changed to just swordfight. each with a sword and a shield.

you can however drop the shield for another sword.

slashed 5times by opponent = gameover.

its hilarious. and i sweated like a !()#&! pig.

and i went for artclub superlate after that.

and my hair was in a damnedmess.

as usual, i practised my special hair-drying method.

iris: lawl your fringe is imba. (sacarstic)

bryn: okay hows it now?

iris: "straight like hell la"

lawl:/

new toys.

i want more toys.

i want to collect toys.

i wanna be rich and be a collector.

isn't that just cool to think about it hm?

right now i wished i had the whole series of this toys.

pokemon platinum, here i come! OHIWANNATHEBEN10TOYSTOO.

the ones that you add water the jelly thing will form. the new BEN10 series.

9.95 per toy. but there's 10 ben10(duhh) ughhhh. howww.

someone by my atm x3

popcorns that gone bad.

2009-04-18T11:39:00.000+08:00

i dont know why you ruined my day again. screww.
and i'll just blog.no unhappy stuff though. more pictures later in my edit.
right now, here's what i submitted for levelcampbooklet design!
(front)

(back)

levelcampteeshirtdesign (front)

(back)

our theme's Unveiling Unknowns.

so well, will just see how it goes :)

as of now, i shall wait till later when i have the mood to blog.

2009-04-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

itotallydied.atleast,ialmostdied/:

like no dinner and i had brownie only lastnight.

i was still hungry, but the brownie made me sick.

its too rich i think. as in the taste. i think its from chocz.

no if you have brains enough, chocz isnt a slang :)

i've got balls enough to know that.

lets just say i shall make up for it by posting photos today.

but i aint gonna blog already. lets just say again that we had "dance" today.

wow. and yeah we had fish&co. after that and bought our swords and headed back.

peekchers. haleujah. FLYER(:

that last picthere. just to make up for that freakingspastic photo i dontwish to upload.

this is spastic too, it is! and i've finally convinced myself that uploading in blogger sucks.

lifeline.

2009-04-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

doesn't that word just seem so familiar to some?
i guess i'm quite happy for now. i passed chemistry and maths :)
and im pretty proud of my level camp tee design. but well, it's not suitable.
shoot :/ i shall find other ways to make up for it.
but meanwhile. my stomach's empty. im lazy to go down and eat.
lets tell ye what i consumed today. miserable. trust me. miserable.
>milo & oh-no-i-cant-rmb for breakfast
>3-pieces seaweedchicken for recess
>mango ice fruit cocktail.
this excludes the drinks i bought though. but i'm dying ofhunger.
it feel greatly empty. but evermind i shall go down for my brownies and muffins soon.

lets give a great short post about today.
THE FLYER MOVES NEGERLY SLOW. iswearicouldfallasleep.
and i tripped inside the cabin youknow! and fell.
right before tpkt. and wow, i just: oops i tripped.
i'm embarrassed. yes i really am.
its alright. i guess the day was fine. really fine. except that.
I MADE A CONCLUSION. tadpoh doesnt succumb to his fate willingly.
thats so going against morales. cmon be a man. or are you? HAHAHA.
lets just say the DareOrDare at starbucks wasn't that thrilling. was it?
nope it wasn't. i doubt uniforms made a difference, seriously.

but the thing now is, bryn is fucking hungry. pictures in awhile i hope :)
although i dont intend to post them. like yooo! my blog never had pictures.
at least it was that way for many poosts. right now im terrible famished.
let me eat cow. i'lleatyourlove.

dearme,ireallyreallyfeelattachedtoyou.how.

nobody knows.

2009-04-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

as much as you know i like you, i find it hard to express.
the shell i shy myself in will shield me not much longer.
the steel heart of mine shall rust within.
the hide i hid myself in has start to shed. shed, shedding, shed.
i split myself into two so i can escape my fears.
eplicate my memories and put them in a jar.
i'll throw in whats sad and mad in me.
sooner i'll turn a different kid. and freezing would be less stale.

my day got better. but it isn't perfect without.
i'll wait till the day i find myself able to have proper conversations.
and then love itself will show whats real.

this heart of mind. it doesn't just smile at anyone.
and i'm glad there was you.

And that haunted me, all the way home

2009-04-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

like so far in my oh-nine days, i've never felt any much happier.
i guess it's cause of you. as much as i didnt want to, it happened.
its just one of the sweetest thing that i can expect, and at least for now.
i have it. for now. who knows you might turn the table around and, its over again.
but we never know whats going to happen next. at least i'll be happy when i still can.
and when the day comes for me to fall, i will. fall strongly. and stand upright and be optimistic.

maybe then you'll catch me when i fall. at least i hoped you do.
right now i've lost myself though i hoped it wasn't true.
my mind's a tick past twenty two.
you're gorgeous. seriously. and this feeling i have doesnt die out so easily.
its strong. and i'm going to make myself as strong as it is :p

love is for who i am. and you like me for who i am.
i can make changes. but this is life. i've to learn to enjoy it.
though occasionally i'll lose myself once again (:
ending this on a happy note, ily. i guess i needn't be too shy about it.

If i had a twin.

2009-04-12T13:36:00.000+08:00

is that your problem even if i did.

overly.

2009-04-10T22:23:00.001+08:00

suspicious. personal. put in another word here __________.

2009-04-09T12:53:00.000+08:00

i'm falling.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.
down.

hello?

passing clouds.

2009-04-07T12:14:00.000+08:00

sometimes. it's meant to be.
people are bound to irritate your pigtails.
these people will stop at nothing.
i'm tied down by my destiny.'
scissors please? or are the chains made of diamond.
even so, i've to live with it. seriously get your porkballs right.
_____ isn't gonna work all the time. it doesn't.
and as my pigtails were already irritated enough,'
some faggot just had to scam my doghole. what a neger.
besides, i feel everything turning themselves against me.

& that includes my pillow.

Pink pills.

2009-04-06T10:55:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah? get me a pack. it will nurse my cramps.
or rather ease. ahh. why did i procrastinate and played dota ytd.
this is bad. my homework is incomplete.

but my love is (:

i swear this isn't just some dumbo-short-post
it has no "bows" and stuff. gross.
and i was disgusted today. this is not right.

2009-04-03T10:21:00.000+08:00

physics pop over.
chinese tingxie over.
LA compre test over.
Maths ct3 over.
Chemistry ct2 over.
and more to come. let me roll over.

to think that the last time i blogged was in the so long ago.
and im really regretting not sleeping early nightly, ended up yawning in class.
yes. lessons.
i yawn in maths.
i yawn in cme.
i yawn in physics.
i yawn in hcl.
i yawn in LA.
if there was history, amazingly i wont yawn. i'll sleep. seriously i cnt bring myself to listen.
its really not very entertaining. but then again im dissapointed in myself. i should buck up.
people thinks me as a "cao-mugger". firstly, what a loser term to be used. and i really wished i was a cao mugger. at least i wouldn't be doing so badly.
whats this. the want to go back early with intentions to study, yet a stronger evil side of me tells me to use the computer. seriously. even if there's a test the next day, it will make no difference. even EOYs last year. i used the comp after every paper. this is not right.
c'mon self-control, bryan.

lets say hcl project is due tmr. and i've got no freaking ink to print the pictures.
its my responsibility. it really is.what has gone wrong.
i may not appear as how i really type but i do not type like how i really think.
neither do i really think how i really feel.
ENFP.
extrovert. since when was i? kay i am. but. ugh.
intuition. ah thats good what. isn't it.
feeling. that always goes for me.
perception. it differs for everyone.

okay lets summarise my days.
weekends. went out to do my chinese project at makansutra gourmet bar.
ah kaya fondue. A1 currypuffy. gelato icecream. hokkien mee. carrot cake.
okay before i go on, i'd like to say my phone is screwed. and so is my comp.
people says im appearing offline when im not? apparently im an honest person.
okay and we finished closing to seven. i wanted to head home and sleeep.
okay. here's what happened.
reached my busstop.
took bus.
alighted.
walking home.
take out keys.
oops.
no keys.
wow.
and i went to csc. stoned. watched people bowl.
then i went to joyce's house lawl. to study abit. and watch teevee.
what a life savior(:

and the other days were spent with tests. and dota after school.
wonder how i can achieve good results at this pace. impossible.
what do i say now. i've got lots i wanted to post about. but i forgot.
maybe i'll do so again when i remember. right now lets cry.
cry because im gonna fail maths ct3. circular measure. easy.
but my formulaes i used were WRONG.
i used 1/2 pi r(sq) = area of circle. wth why did i include the 1/2.
and i forgotten how to do simple questions. this is really not right.
okay things were not meant to be right for me.
i'll learn to accept that. right now lets do the phurlette.

d'you got a first aid kit handy?

2009-03-28T11:49:00.000+08:00

no i don't. im bleeeding already. awhh.

anyway i've got more passes lately. but sadly, its really passes.

borderline. lets say 50-55% of the maximum mark.

im serious when i say i tried. and baojia's 'i prioritise' doesn't work.

its individual i guess. which is definitely true. bryn come pass more!

pass high! okay simply buck up your boobs. j.a.e.btw
casual updates like uhhh. i passed physics and history (:

seriously pass okay. each by 1mark and 2marks respectively.

come patch my heart.

come sew it up.

i really cant afford to do badly. i must get into my desired subject combination.

then, there's a reason. and i shall work for it. and i must. but procrastination happened to me this year. i never procrastinated for the past years._. even if i did, procrastinate is too strong a word.

which means how weak my slacking was. woooots? okay no wooots. let's just sum things up and say idk what to do about mysef. im always very tired from 9am-7pm. and i'll be wide awake again for no reason i cant sleep early. and the cycle goes on. and trust me, during history im like YAWNNNNNNNNN. test me history now, if i pass, i treat you a meal!

andddd im really sorry and i really feel bad that you only got three. its just so happen even my words are not being accepted. maybe my drawings will be accepted. okay hm. i had so much to blog that as i get started, i dnt feel like doing so already. this feeling is a combination of old tofu and rotten socks. choose one. or have both for an extra dose! lizard. say hi to your owner. "hello"

okay i got kinderjoy, milo nuggets and brueno. thanks eh. my toy is a retarded-brown-soggy-thing. okay not soggy. but weird. its limbs keep falling. bad sign. bad sign LOL. okay im so looking forward to the five tests :) livebytheday?

Four-Two's the current cheer.

2009-03-21T09:02:00.000+08:00

Last post 16th. Last tag 16th. other than that, 16 is a significant number for me :o
im a boring person so here's what a boring person did in his boring life.

tuesday: an attempt to do homework which resulted in gaming
wednesday: collected my patrick. a second attempt at work. iris played dota today!
thursday: that was yesterday! ._.

at first i thought i was unable to make it for LAN with the other boys. because wednesday night i forgot to inform my mum(yes we must do it in advance ugh) and i only told her when i woke up yesterday. so great i got to go out. but waking at nine just makes me moodless. its just not the right time of the day. 11am-12pm would be ideal. but its fine to make certain sacrifices.
patrick is worn.
he is pink. im pink too.
we played dota from around 11am till 4.50pm. so it was expected that lunch was cup noodles ugh. then blvd jos send us riding in cabs to yio chu kang mrt to meet the rest. and buy the two-bottles-of-1.5litres-drinks each. and as usual, we rode cabs to alyson's condo.

jos: blahblahblah bullerton road.
whoever: blahblahblah fullerton! stay overnight at the hotel.
me: -checks address- it's bullion road lahr lol.

maybe the security money gives you makes you think of every object as something of class and wealth heh. i must say that i found my real idol yesterday. Janitor Fafa. not bad, Susanne, we got you a successor. lets just sum things up and say that there was cucumber+hotdog/ seaweed+cheese/ crabstick+cheese/ and a couple of others. and i tell you, Ms. Fang's chicken wings are nice. seriously. nothing beats chicken wings that taste/smell like old socks!
first things first hm. we played basketball. not exactly. but we took turns to do 2pointers. the last out-of-9 will be the one to get dunked in the pool. i knew it would be me. and it WAS me. i should have just volunteered to be dunked in and not waste their time eh. but at least the fun was there. andrewfung aka chairperson aka sadist took a video of me. how much should he pay me?

ok subsequent victims were daren edric guangyi jinqing. and jeremy joseph hugged each other and jump in lol. thats the cutest part. but still none of them had videos taken haha. oh yeah and back to the function room. firstly when we spilled the drink of the floor. missfang kneeled down and use tissue wipe wipe. AND. she used the Evian 1.5litre mineral water that jeremy bought to wash the floor. it costs $3.55 fyi. she's abit high class eh. nevertheless, when she brought out the mop to clean the floor. there goes Janitor Fafa :)

i have photos of her doing so. but lets wait till i feel like blogging it. blogger sucks at posting photos. and im lazy to use any other photo hosts .-. ohyes i think the game Ms.Fang came up with is really good. in a way that its so confusing , resulting in me eating so many of her chicken wings (ew lol) and spaghetti without sauce. thats gross btw. but i added chocolate sauce meant for marshmallows in the end. disgusting is the new me ! lets just say i reached home very late. and somehow my phone is haunting. weird. i shant elaborate here. but now i cant sms like i used to. and i really would hate to send it for repair. my messages would be all gone ugh. someone just buy me a brand new phone pl0x.

2009-03-17T14:16:00.000+08:00

you can see such. but you dont get grades outta me o:

still i can try & i must. shall be a chef when i grow up..

if we try too hard;

2009-03-16T03:38:00.000+08:00

i suddenly have a desire for a dozen donuts before me.
i guess i cnt finish it though but the temptation is tough to fight.
or these cupcakes too. at least there's still my mudcake waiting in the fridge.
but once i sink my teeth into it, its gonna be gone. and what else to comply to my lust for chocolate later in the day. never mind. i will resist..

its just so childhood. and i wish i was still a kid. thats besides the point. because i feel that my intelligence is no where beyond a kid. this isn't right..

how high can hitler's dog jump?

2009-03-15T05:46:00.000+08:00

uh hm? in case iris decides to find an excuse to talk to me, i had better credit her for drawing this hitler thing. in fact she was drawing a guy drawing a javelin. and i added weird wings(yes wings) the ring above the head and a bow. and underpants! hitler cupid. awh. and i swear her dog looks like an elephant. a distorted one. regardless, its kinda nice. i think this looks not too bad. SINGAPORE YOUTH OLYMPICS 2010!

portkeys to another island. another place to belong.

and my supposing blogskin lastnight. my friends insisted it was blue.

now i realised its true. but seriously. its perspectives. if you look from a higher angle it's purple.

cool hm? but in the end my skin's the present one you see here.

BUGZ says HI!

waits for responses. awh.